I’ve had a pretty shitty week. I think I’ve had some kind of mental meltdown since about last Sunday, and I also handed in my two weeks’ notice at my job. That’s not the cause of my depression, but it sure hasn’t helped any. The only thing I have been able to do successfully this week between crying and sleeping, has been to take photos of my food.
Eggvocado
Lime, soy sauce and chili stir fry with spinach leaves and corn
Avocado, bacon and cheese wrap
Steak, mushrooms, broccoli
I forced myself to train really hard tonight and that made me feel slightly better, but I’m still feeling like digging a hole and lying in it for months. Depression is not something I usually talk about, because generally it’s not something I want to dwell on and discuss – it’s something I want to beat. This week has really fucked me up and made me feel like maybe that goal is a lot harder than I thought it would be.
I love you! Looking forward to seeing you this week xx